A little ‘me’ time

I recently spent a few hours at one of our county parks located in a cove off of San Pablo Bay. A beautiful day, but a little windy. Regardless, I enjoyed a deli lunch, a walk on the pier, the tranquil scenery, reading beautiful poetry by D.L. Finn, and of course, writing some haiku. Hope you enjoy the pics and poems:

a gaggle playing
sunbathing and conversing
year-long residents

sun comes out to play
wind joins in summer respite
hooded walk on pier

Observations

(a)

pickle ball on court
tennis in shorter version
healthy exercise

(b)

lost in the repose
boats floating on bay look like
dots in the distance

(c)

water entices
letโ€™s take a refreshing dip
cold down to the bones

(d)

children dig in sand
for shells, stones, and crustaceans
treasures for their hearts

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An older photo courtesy of my son.

By the way, today is the last day to vote if you haven’t already. My poem “I Am From” is a nominee for Publication of the Month at Spillwords Press. Please click here to read the full poem from my last post.

So, if you have time, you may vote here. A Huge thanks to you who have already cast your vote. I’m honored by your support. โค๏ธ

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Note: Geese in a group on land or water
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“I Am From” is nominated for Publication of the Month at Spillwords Press!

Dear Family and Friends,

I am thrilled to share with you that my poem “I Am Fromโ€ has been nominated for Publication of the Month by Spillwords Press! This recognition is an honor, especially, to be in the company of many talented writers. A huge thanks to Dagmara, her team at Spillwords, and to you for your amazing support by visiting Spillwords and giving my poem a โค๏ธ and/or leaving a comment. I appreciate you! ๐Ÿ’

The winning publication will be prominently featured on the Spillwords.com sidebar throughout the entire month of July, gaining well-deserved recognition from our global audience. Below are the nominees:

I Am From

I am from my momโ€™s emotions
that had a mind of their own
so wild at times emulating a summer storm
I am from my dadโ€™s humor
where smiles bloomed
but his temper too in my less patient moods

I am from flower petals I did not plant
Momโ€™s were nurtured โ€“ my thumbs werenโ€™t green
yet the petalsโ€™ beauty is always seen
I am from butter, sugar (granulated and brown),
vanilla, baking powder and soda,
and nuts, yes, sometimes this is the case,
and chocolate chips in their tantalizing ways

I am from the moon in her mystery
The sun in his radiance
The lake in its serenity

I am from the well-liked and the shunned
the self-doubt lodged on my shoulders
the redwoods standing tall
I am from planned and spontaneity
clarity and ambiguity

I am from the Big Bear cabin on the corner
from laps and splashes in Orange County pools
I am from โ€œWhen you have children, youโ€™ll understandโ€
I am from two sanctuaries for finding God
to discovering faith near mountains and sand

I am from me
unique, quirky, strong, kind,
a used-to-be people-pleaser
the third of three daughters
I am from knowledge still pouring in
like a flood of surging waters
I am from gratitude for every little blessing
from those I love, from being loved
I am.

(Inspired by the poem “Where Iโ€™m From” by George Ella Lyon)

Photo by George Dolgikh on Pexels.com

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A Potato with a Playful Personality

This positive potato is a tiny little guy
with a big smile and round, black eyes.
Have you seen him before
around town or in a store?
On a spring day is when we met,
a moment Iโ€™ll never forget.
He lifts spirits if they are low
making things bright and all aglow.
Heโ€™s a simple potato
without complications,
and he never asks
for any explanations.
I actually enjoy his company,
his jolly, friendly vibe –
better than any med
a doctor would prescribe!

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Happy Wednesday, and “Go do your thing!” ๐Ÿ˜Ž ๐Ÿฅฐ

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Book Reviews: Poetic Voices of Love, Egypt, Iowa Heritage, & South Africa Flora and Fauna

First of all, a huge thanks to you who left encouraging words on my prior post. I appreciate you so much, and the insight I gained provided relief for any future thoughts as I move forward. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿค—
And now as promised, I’m spotlighting 4 books that I recommend adding to your towering TBR! They’re all poetry collections but touch on different topics. Enjoy!

I was introduced to Joy Neal Kidneyโ€™s family history by reading Leoraโ€™s Letters, which is a book that touches on love, family, faith, loss, and resilience. Beautiful and heartbreaking. Meadowlark Songs offers the same effect: a culmination of excellent research into the depth of the women in Joyโ€™s lineage. Through elegant poetry, prose, and priceless photographs, I was presented a window into seven generations, including the author who became โ€œThe Memory Keeper.โ€ Guided by faith, each woman inspired the next, celebrating victories while encouraging strength and tenacity through loss and hardships. Every generational memory is one of love, admiration, and honor.

This book covers stories of farm life, of โ€œWomen in long dresses,โ€ of good times and unimaginable sufferings. The genealogy began in Virginia but landed in the west where the Motherline planted roots in Iowa, the 29th State โ€“ five of the women lived in Guthrie County. Kidneyโ€™s account of her Motherline is poignant and highly recommended. A lovely example of her poetic voice is:

I Inherited Iowa

from ancestorsโ€™ long-ago decisions
to settle here, a land of small towns,
gravel roads to hike,
meadowlark songs,
the chirre of redwing blackbirds,

lilacs in spring, wild roses,
lilies of the field, the call of pheasants,
a neighborhood barred owl,
a pork chop on a stick at the Iowa State Fair,

the Milky Way sprinkled across night skies,
bur oaks sheltering pioneer graves,
bountiful autumns,
the hush of snowy Januarys.

The American flag gained two stars
while I was in high school,
the Pledge of Allegiance added two words,
โ€œunder God.โ€

Though Iโ€™ve traveled the nation
and abroad, Iโ€™m blessed by the choice
of those long-ago pilgrims
of Iowa, Beautiful Land.

Ancient Voices by Dawn Pisturino is a beautiful, unique, and educational collection of poems and poetic tales expressing how โ€œThe Ancient Egyptians loved life and celebrated it with joy.โ€ I researched along the way to appreciate the full essence of this informative compilation, hence, the educational element. And I appreciate the extensive research that was necessary for Dawn to create this book. Reading about other cultures and accumulating more knowledge is always satisfying. Her expertise of the Egyptian society is remarkable. I could spotlight many favorites, but Iโ€™ll share some lines from a couple that stood out:

Shuโ€™s Breath

Shuโ€™s light, airy breath curls around my feet,
Warming my toes,
Tickling my skin,
Breathing his life-giving force into my body.
I step boldly into the sunlight,
Feeling his gentle kiss against my face.
The sands stir softly as he walks beside me,
Shielding me from the wrath of Ra.
Sweat drips from my temples
And rolls down my cheeks,
A reminder of Tefnutโ€™s tears
As she trails behind us โ€“ her brotherโ€™s twin โ€“
Who shares his bed and bears his offspring:
Nut, who stretches her body across the heavens,
Catching the starsโ€ฆ

Raโ€™s Night Journey

The Ancient Egyptians worshipped the sun as the origin of all life and illumination and the Nile River as the source of all fertility and abundance. Keen observers of nature, they focused their attention on the revolving cycles of life: the changing seasons, the rise and fall of the Nile River, and the blossoming of new life after deathโ€ฆ.

If youโ€™re a poetry fan, an Egyptian aficionado, or simply love learning about other cultures, I highly recommend this amazing collection.

Burning Butterflies by Robbie Cheadle takes the reader on a journey through Southern African Flora & Fauna. This book is a lovely and eye-opening collection of poetry, photos, artwork, and video clips. Robbie’s paintings are stunning and augment her many talents. She is fortunate to have a front row seat to the precious African wildlife. Her poems are not only entertaining, but there are many details for the reader to learn. I always take away something new when reading about her African adventures. The photos continue to be awe-inspiring, while others are beyond endearing, such as a mama lion and her cubs lying in the sand.

Robbie is steadfast in her advocacy for these animals whose future remains grim, which is one of the qualities I admire about her. Itโ€™s appalling to be reminded of human greed and no respect for living creatures. Then factor in climate change where natural habitats are being destroyed, which affects the ecosystem. The entire collection either touches the heart or stirs emotions with a vital message that needs to be reiterated. Highly recommended. And since I have an affection for elephants, any type of artwork or poetry about these magnificent animals appeals to me.

Elephant

Elephant, you rise out of the veld like a mountain
Spouting water and mud like a fountain
People think your nature is gentle and kind
But those who act inappropriately, trouble find

Your thoughtful eyes are brown, honey, or gray
In puddles and rivers, you love to wallow and play
Consuming vegetation in enormous amounts
Any opponent, including a lion, youโ€™ll trounce

You are known for your impressive memory
And will do anything to protect your family
With your trunk so clever and sensitive
Saving your impressive species is imperative

An end to your days on this planet is approaching
Due to human encroachment and mindless poaching
Itโ€™s hard to understand the penchant for hunting tournaments
Even less, the human desire for ivory ornaments

I can only pray for some sort of intervention
That will give African wildlife much better protection
Otherwise, the animal kingdom thatโ€™s existed for centuries
Will continue only in the elderlyโ€™s faded memoriesโ€ฆ

Ink Stained Love is the first book I have read by Ernest Federspiel, and now I know it won’t be the last. The poems in this beautiful collection speak of the many layers of love: loss, vulnerability, hope, and despair โ€“ all relatable human emotions. While engaging myself into Ernieโ€™s poetic voice, I felt my heartbeat pulse with joy, but I also felt it shatter. His emotions evoked my own memories of past love that wasnโ€™t meant to be, and of the love I share now with my husband of almost thirty-seven years. Reading through this collection was a moving experience, but to give you a peek into Ernieโ€™s talent, I pulled some verses from poems that stood out:

Behind a Cloud

I know that when you see me
I am the star behind a cloud
And if you were my sunshine
My star could shine so proud

The warmth that you could give me
Would make a garden grow
In the middle of that garden
A rose that is my soulโ€ฆ

And yet, romantic love isn’t Ernie’s sole focus in his collection. He beautifully pens about his love for his mother, which I found to be endearing.

Dear Mom

I thank you for life lessons, and your kind and gentle heart
For always being there even when we were miles apart
I thank you for the forgiveness when I was caught doing wrong
I want to give you the love that I have neglected for so longโ€ฆ

Remember

Simple things are no longer simple, fear has now taken their place
But your love for me still brightens your beautiful face
Youโ€™ll find sweet lady that I will always be right here
To fight for you the battles of confusion and terror
You brought me into this life and helped me to see
Not everything is right or wrong, dementia scares the shit out of me!

This poetry collection will resonate in some way, so if youโ€™re a poetry lover and appreciate verse that touches the heart, you’ll want to read this book.

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ยฉ Lauren Scott, Baydreamerwrites.com
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Hiss

Dear Friends,
I apologize for my silence this week, but it’s not because my world has been silent…

Dear Tinnitus,

You arrived like an earthquake without warning. One day you simply shook my essence. You could be birdsong, a river flowing, soft rainfall, a symphony, a beautiful melody, but instead, a low hiss.

A negative mind could say like a punctured tire.
A positive mind would say like soothing white noise.

Iโ€™m thankful you donโ€™t roar like thunder.
Iโ€™m thankful you donโ€™t steal my ability
to function…
to live.

But sleep? Laying my head down on the pillow with you beside me is anything but relaxing.

Everything unpleasant requires mind over matter, so, I repeat,
โ€œIโ€™m fine, Iโ€™m fine!โ€
Eventually, my mind falls into a slumber.

Things can always be worse.

The pros:

I can still hear
the sounds I love.
Youโ€™re not horribly loud.
The train of life moves forward.
You didnโ€™t bring pain
with your baggage.
Your visit could be temporary.
Itโ€™s not life-threatening.
Youโ€™re common.

The cons:

I feel trapped inside you.
No escaping.
A sense of claustrophobia.
Iโ€™ve had enough.
Let me out!
Falling asleep is challenging.
Your visit could be permanent.
Living with you is life changing.

I miss the solitude of silence, and now masking your constant presence is a must.

It is a privilege to blow out birthday candles each year, but with aging comes possible bumps in the road. So another bump may have tripped me up, but it wonโ€™t keep me down!

Mind over matterโ€ฆ

I hope your stay is temporary but knowing you could decide to hang out with me for the duration of my life, I might just need to get used to you.
So, I (once again) take One day at a time.

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Father’s Day Weekend Tribute โค๏ธ

This post honors all loving fathers who do their best ‘to be the best’ for their children. To begin with, for my husband, our fathers who have passed and are missed more than I can express in words, and to my brothers-in-law…The poem below was written about my husband, Matt, from my poetry collection, Ever So Gently.

Beneath the Big Golden Sun

He was their hero when they were young,
teaching of nature beneath the big golden sun.
They tried on their packs before feet hit the trail.
Heโ€™d say, โ€œBe prepared or else you could fail.โ€

The trio trekked down paths and up inclines too,
pausing along the way to admire a flower or two.
After arriving in camp, they helped pitch the tent,
stakes in the ground, windows unzipped to vent.

As an Arborist, he educated them about trees
under the blue sky beside the buzzing honeybees.
They explored the ground seeking burrowing bugs.
He expressed praise with words and loving hugs.

When the sun faded at the end of a day,
they roasted marshmallows, found dominoes to play.
His first goal was fun in nature, then came self-reliance.
Their minds were like sponges, soaking up the science.

Now they reminisce for the best teacher he was
and recall the bonding with the deepest of love.
Now heโ€™s proud of them, adulting and doing it well,
honored with the memories, the special stories to tell.

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A younger FIL, who taught his son (Matt) about hiking and the great outdoors.
A fave of hubby and my dad after Mom passed.

By the way, DNA doesn’t make a good father. Actions Speak Louder than words, as we’ve heard before. A biologically connected man who neglects his children isn’t a good dad. A great father is a man who is emotionally available and actively involved in a child’s life.

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The Moon’s Intuition

I can reach her. She waits for me, gently hanging in the sky as black as the ink bleeding from my pen. But not so high that I canโ€™t stretch and acquire, placing her in the palm of my hand. Now that I am in possession, I offer him the moon because heโ€™s given me his heart from the very first date. We sat across from each other โ€“ only a white silky tablecloth separated us. December brought a magical evening. The moon had a hunch the night would become the foundation, so she illuminated for us, a couple whose lives were about to change in a magnificent way. But we knew, didnโ€™t we? Young, yet old enough to know.

And Iโ€™ll leave the stars as they are, because even in the dark sky, he brings light to everything I learn, everything I know, and everything I touch. What is love without sappy sentiments? Language flows from my heart for only him to hear. A love back then before our eyes met that I wasnโ€™t sure possible, and yet here we are, decades later, still feeling the fire. I canโ€™t imagine the planets aligning without his soul. I canโ€™t envision a forest without him as my redwood. I canโ€™t picture sunshine without his laugh. I canโ€™t imagine the calming of rain without him beside me. He says Iโ€™m the best thing that ever happened, but the same words tumble from my lips for him.

Into the future
moving forward hand in hand
love deepens with age

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This haibun was inspired by our fast-approaching engagement anniversary. It’s been a while since I’ve written romance, so I hope you enjoyed. Thanks for gracing me with your presence in my corner of blogland, and have a wonderful day! ๐Ÿ’–

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Layers – haiku

(a)

we gaze in wonder
textures and hues entertain
in nature’s artwork

(b)

emotions layered
piled on top of each other
leapfrogging through heart

(c)

devoid of blossoms
beauty in its own manner
eyes appreciate

On a bike ride over the weekend, I had to take a photo of this beautiful cactus. I hope you enjoy my Monday haiku musings. Wishing you a fab week ahead, and thanks for stopping by. โ™ฅ๏ธ

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